Find glory

*to the tune of "lions and tigers and bears" from WOZ*

iPods, and Mounting, and Acid... dancing [instead of "oh my" try it!!]

I could explain. buuut i dont want to?

performance tomorrow. Not ready havent gotten my stuff together, or hemmed my dress, or turned in my letter. So far behind in what I wanted to be done.

Meredith Parker7: glad you like. :-)
Slickchickmst3k: I enjoy the TB but i cant say that to anyone but you
Meredith Parker7: *snorts* very true




And now to look forward to Thursday and Friday. Yay sarcasm.

Yes, yes I am alive.
and I'm tempted to add "for now". Even though I'm not upset or anything. But I figure it would match the previous entries I've put into this crazy thing.

I'm actually content with where things are right now. For the most part. Back in voice and dance, assisting with the babies and learning tech. Working. I still need a second job just for extra money this way my everything pans out the way I want it to, and I can help out my mom. But that's fine. I'm not too worried.

I'm slowly getting people in my life that care and show interest. That I haven't pushed aside. ... yeah I don't think I have much else to update on.

But things that you should keep in mind.

1]bug bites are itchy
2] PB&J sandwiches are easily compared to whores.
..... but you'll never look at one the same way.

Um, hi. This is Mandy (echoingvista) posting for Katie. She has a new layout. And if she doesn't like it... she can kick my ass later, lol. But at least now she can read her flist. And maybe start posting again. Whistles.

*Points* Look!! I'm updating the thing I haven't updated in ... eons. Okay let's see what's happened since I updated last.

Went to NY, saw RENT, Movin' out, Kissy. Met Josh Kobak. Got pictures. Had a snow ball fight with my brother in central park. [That was fun. I missed that. I missed that alot.] Went to the improv, walked around a lot. Cried. ... wait I think i did write about that section. Okay skipping forward.

Lot's of drs visits cause no one flipping knows what's wrong with me. They know there's something wrong just not sure what. But with all the tests and everything they have to do, they're lucky to get a vain after the fourth time of stick me. That's with heel warmers, two turniquets and two people working on trying to get a vain. It's not fun. But this is going to be my last visit, because after this test if they don't know. I'm tired of going. My body can't take it, and I've beem living with whatever this is for god knows how long so I'll be fine.

I got a lead in The Admirable Crichton, by J.M. Berrie. I play Lady Catherine. (A little amusing. Or atleast I thought so.) We open Friday, Thrusday is previews. So I'm in hell week It's interesting. Fun. But as with anything it has it's highs and lows.

I saw Wicked ... Jan. 24th. Very good show. Talked to a couple of the cast members after the show. It was fun.

Wow okay my life isn't as interesting as I thought.

We Should Star Over Again

Rent, Roger Mark (slashy, angsty)
Word count: ???
Chapters: 6
(might still work on this, a bit unsure, reviews greatly welcomed)

( chap 1 )

( Chap 2 )

( Chap 3 )

( Chap 4 )

( Chap 5 )

( Chap 6 )

There's still more to come because, well I have no life so I tend to write a lot. And getting feed back is always a nice thing. I'm also going to cross post these on my writing journal so if you have that on your friends journal you can ignor the double posts when I get around to doing so. If not and you'd actually like to be added, since I made it a friends only journal let me know and I'll add you. Tired and drugged (yay hospital) and rambling. Night errm morning all. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Yet again another song fic (RENT Wicked cross. GOD these are so old!!) This one's a bit more depressing, and April doesn't die because of AIDS. Yes I know I messed with Jonathan Larson's story. But umm ... I claim poetic license?


( Now it's up to you )

I was only just going to post one, but these two go hand in hand. Yes they are song fics. It's from Drift which almost no one has heard of, but ummm comments are always nice.



( Tuesday and Thursday )





( State Of The Heart )</lj-cut?

"Katie here's 20 dollers go get a hotel for the night and fuck someone there"

What I can't get a hotel for 20 bucks in the city. I could go to a parking garage. *Walks up to parking attendent* Here's 20 bucks I just want this space. No car, just this space. ...You can watch, I don't care




~~~Convo with Molly on what would happen if we lived together and one needed to study and the other wanted to fuck.

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Okay I know I have a few peoples address' from my other post. But I just picked up christmas cards (a little late, yes I know. I'm a horrible horrible person) But I really need to get them out by probably Wed the latest. So if you want to give me your address again, to make sure I have it, because you didn't give it to me, or whatever reason, this is your last chance.

Okay so I realized I never updated about NY.

Most of it was amazing. (Take out a certain person and it would have been a whole lot better) I cried so much. I still cry off and on. I'm determained no matter what it takes I'm moving there after I'm twenty-one. ON the conditions .. I have money in the bank. I have more work experiance. And if I don't have a roommate I will have enough money to live by myself. OH and go up with an AA degree this way when I start college again I'll start as a junior after I establish a year or so of residency. But I will. I'll make it work. And that's what I need to keep in mind.

The first day ..OMG flying. Was a little freaked out. Tried not to be, but I was. I got over it a little. Tired to read, but I had xanax in my system so by the time it kicked in and by lack of sleep I passed out. But I did watch Hi-5 on the plane. So that was nice.

We checked into the hotel, then walked around the city, went to Central Park, my brother and I had a snow ball fight in Central Park (very cool) took the subway into the village. But didn't see much cause my dad was an ass. So we got to Canal st and walked ALL the way back up to 77th and Broadway. (With stops along the way. Book store, a few clothes stores. etc)

Tuesday .. walked around for a bit, went to Grey's Papaya. OMG best fucking hotdogs. EVER. Then my mom and I went to see Movin' Out. .. I cried, again. Went to stage door it. Met Kaarine, Michael, umm and I wanna say a few others but that's who I remember.

Wed went to see RENT. JOSH AND MATT. *Breaths* It was some highschool bs thing. God I hate highschool kids they are so immature. I wanted to beat the crap out of half of them. The show was great. I cried ... again. (Are we sensing a patteren?) Then went to stage door it. Had to wait for the mass of teenagers to get out. Matt and Josh were leaving at the same time. I stopped Josh first because he always seems to get away from everyone I've spoken to. but this time it was Matt who snuck away. Because I said hi to Josh and Matt VANISHED!! A litle disapointing but I'll live. But Josh saw I had his CD and said I was extra cool. Then after he was finished getting mobbed by the teens I was able to talk to him for a bit. I felt so bad because he was on his way to yoga but he still talked to me. He said he had a gig on the 20th, he was working on his music, trying to get together a new album(?) and hopefully putting Subway Train together for next year. But he invested so much money into it that he needed to put it aside for a bit. But he's been revising it and stuff. Then we were talking about Rise Up and he got all excited and slipped into Josh story-telling mode. Which was cute. Then he left and went to yoga. (But left with his girlfriend.)
I got to see Angel. Cant think of his name and didn't look in my playbill .. too tired to look in my playbill. get back to you on that.

Thurs went to see the John lennon memorial. Very nice got some pictures. Video taped some stuff. There was a TV crew there, so I was a dork and umm started talking to them. Got some "insider" info. Told me he got into the biz because he was in the right place at the right time. Talked to me about the equitment. Some guy came up and was talking and saying that area was for their crew only so the photographer had to leave. And they were like "no he's cool we said he could be here. And this is our intern." And points to me. So that was cool.

Then we had to go to the airport. And I cried. Then we got on the plane. And I cried. Then we got home, and I cried. DAMN EMOTIONS

So I'm gonna attempt to actually send out Christmas cards this year. If you want one leave a comment with full address and that fun stuff

I love Roger I really do. But I'm starting to get concerned that every time I take one of these tests I always get him for an answer. Am I really that moody and scared of commitment? If so, then damn I know what I need to work on.

You scored as Roger. You're Roger! You're moody, you repress your emotions, and love or commitment or both probably scare you to death. But you're devoted to your best friend and your music or whatever you do, and you do care- you just have a funny way of showing it sometimes. Just stop being so moody and everyone will love you a little more! </td> Roger 94% Mark 81% Mimi 81% Collins 81% Joanne 56% Angel 50% Maureen 38% Benny 31% What RENT Character Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

Last night was awesome. I got to see people I haven't seen in years. (And I was told I looked beautiful so that made me smile.) Then I had people staring at my butt and trying to look down my shirt. But I'm not going into that.

Anyway talked to people haven't spoken to in years. Got e-mail and phone numbers so I can keep in touch because wow I missed them. Although it was a little odd to get. "You know you were a cute little girl but wow, you turned into a very attractive young woman." The compliment was nice, but umm the fact that he didn't let go and it felt like his hand was getting lower when he was hugging me was what was kinda strange.
Umm got to talk to one of the directors who is pretty awesome hw was telling me what shows he's doing and stuff. I think that's about it for tha part.

I went to bring food to my mommy at work last night and say Happy Birthday to Eric. So I was talking to him for a little bit. He had me check his coffee to see if it was too hot, and it was so I got to burn my tounge not him. But he asked me how it was. So without thinking I'm like: "I wouldn't drink it ... that is if you'd like to be able to feel with your tounge for the rest of the *pause. Face turns BRIGHT red* DAMNIT I just said that" But he found it greatly amusing. But I did call him just after midnight to wish him an offical happy birthday.

I feel sick now, I didn't go to class. (damn medicine) .. blah hopefully I only work four hours today.

Haha my mommy and I went for a walk today.
I don't remember how the subject came up, but she told me for my 21st birthday she was taking me out, getting me, drunk and getting me laid.
I found that amusing.

We were also discussing about what's going to happen when I move out, she told me it's great that I can do things for my self, but I wouldn't be able to make "friends" in the building if I didn't need help with some stuff. Then she turns around and makes up this whole little scene about trying to hook up the dvd player or something and trying to get some neighbor guy to do and me picking up everything wrong he's doing and pushing him aside to fix it. My mom goes. "You can't get laid like that." I was kinda shocked and was like "Eh so I'll make sure it's a pipe that gets busted so I have to call a repair man .. or hope I have a cute super or fix-it guy down stairs to help. Then it'll be good."

Needless to say when I got home, my head hurt from that conversation. But I was very amused, and can safely say I'm looking forward to my 21st birthday and the day I move out more and more. All because of the possibilities. Is that sad?

Happy belated Birthday Heather. (Cause I suck at life and forgot to get on to update and leave you a cool little message.)


My bunny died. And by died I mean about 10 minutes ago. So we just burried him. It's kinda sad. I just finished cleaning his little area. Tomorrow I'm going to clean it clean it. (Go through vaccum the carpet and wash the tile. Minor details.) But other then that. Everything is gone. Threw out the cage and everything.

Okay no more sad.

Job sucks, I just spent 240$ on Movin' Out tickets for December. (And my friend questioned me as to why I got Movin' Out not The Wedding Singer. I explained that Wedding Singer opens around April and tickets aren't on sale yet, so why would I buy them...) I was a little annoyed that my motives were questioned. It's my vacation and my money. Back off.

but that's still sad in a way so I'm shutting up and seeing if I can find a cookie or icecream or mashed potatoes or something. .... I'm off to read.

[x]three names you go by[x]

1. Katherine/Katie/Kate
2. Grace
3. YOU

[x]three parts of your heritage[x]

1. Irish
2. Italian
3. Potaguise

[x]three things that scare you[x]

1. Getting lost at night
2. Walking over the drains when I can hear water underneath
3. Being taken away


[x]three of your everyday essentials[x]

1. My Cell Phone
2. My computer/laptop/internet access
3. "My" music

[x]three things you are wearing right now[x]

1. My Pink Floyd PJ pants
2. My Cosmoplatin socks
3. My moms old "Out in the streets" Road Rally tee


[x]three favorite musical artists[x]

(For Theatre)
1. Adam Pascal
2. Matt Caplan
3. Joshua Kobak
(Outside theatre)
1. Josh Groban
2. Billy Joel
3. Michael Buble

[x]three favorite songs[x]

1. "Home" - Michael Buble
2. "Wonder Child"- Adam Pascal
3. "Because of You" Kelly Clarkson


[x]three things you want in a relationship[x]

1. Common interests
2. Trust
3. Communication/knows when to make me smile, and when to stand off



[x]two truths and a lie[x]

1. I'm a "Bar whore"
2. I saw a dead body
3. I'm gonna be a mommy in about 7 1/2 months


[x]three physical things about the opposite sex that appeal to you[x]

1. The Smile
2. His eyes
3. Public/privet/overal mannerisims

[x]three of your favorite hobbies[x]

1. Reading/writing
2. Acting/Dacing/singing/Theatre
3. Film (Still and video)


[x]three things you want to do really badly right now[x]

1. Move to New York
2. Stop the anxiety attacks
3. Make something of myself


[x]three places you want to go on vacation[x]

1. New York
2. New Jersey
3. The Keys... (cause that trip keeps getting canceled)


[x]three things you want to do before you die[x]

1. Move to New York.
2. Make it on Broadway/touring company
3. Have a family


[x]three ways that you are stereotypically a chick/dude[x]

1. I worry about my weight/figure
2. I get periods from hell
3. I like things to be neat



[x]three people i would like to see take this quiz[x]

I suck at actually doing the name tag things so bare with me.

glitter_my_glam
amanda127
xoboshoexo

When I was walking home I had random thoughts going through my head. and one was

"The only connection I have with that man is genetics" I'm sure about half the people (hopefully) on my flist will understand. If not just ask.

But I have noticed no matter how much I try this time of year always makes me bitter and the like. I'm working on it, I truely am. But I don't know what else I could possibly do about it.